5/8/24, day 16 ⌖ hey guys. was in the bathroom, doing bathroom things, and when i tried to pull my overalls back up all of my pistacho shells and my exacto knives fell out onto the stall floor. oops. heres a pic (knives not pictured) thanks for reading. might turn this into a comic.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!5/6/24, day 15 ⌖ whats up! ive been in major study mode, locked in. still really into reanimator, but trying to be not too autistic about it. also hungry, currently. been wanting to blog more, with photos and stuff. i havent forgotten this website. anyway. been thinking about gender, about mine, that is. i know what i am, i know how i feel, how ive always felt, but i cant describe it. I need to, for my dad- he wont get if i never lay it out for him. i'm a boy, and a bit of a girl, in a way that he will never understand. theres bigger fish to fry then which bathroom i should use. thats all.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!4/22/24, day 14 ⌖ BURP sorry i drank earl grey tea with a buncha oat milk in it..had to burp. weekend was good, protested w a friend then got grub and hit the train to the beach :3 4 hours of roller derby practice this weekend.......... my glutes are so sore, walking up stairs kills me. my poor butt. used it right. anyway. watched bride of re-animator, ohmygoodddddd bro im so fuckin autistic about this shit. i liked re-animator one better....hot take....... but the bride was so awesome i need to paint her. very transsexual. who else you ask? well a, hawke, and herbert west of course! this fucking movie has made me consider medical school. fuck plants, fuck botany, all i need is a couple dozen corpses and a gay little roomate. anyway.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!4/16/24, day 13 ⌖ helllooooooooo short entry today as homeroom is almost over and ive got a CEASER SALAD to eat. i have been so busy apush test is coming uhhhhhhh making posters for protests and shitttttttt..... playing with my synth.........i got a harmonica (pocket pall, key of c). seeing kraftwerk in late may i am so fucking excited. you dont even get it. might start T soon...........we will see. hawke signing off
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!3/26/24, day 12 ⌖ HI! 2.5 days left of school then i'm off for spring break. yesssss. not much has been up, wait thats a lie much has been up. my dear car barney is still sick, keep tuned for a related youtube video....... saw leftover crack on saturday they were so fuckin awesome. skanked so hard. i love ska punk everyone was in such a good mood.. much more of a fan of the culture there then hardcore shows. didnt buy a shirt but got some narcan so all is good. had "fake easter" a week early w the cousins becuase ill be out of town for real easter. had a pink egg for breakfast. been workin on a new banjo song.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!3/10/24, day 11 ⌖ this is .....later. sorry about bein emo in the last blog post, friend and therapist are tired of hearing about it. my brother hath infected me with a cold.....two consectutive days of pissin around and being pissed off that my nose was running and my brain was soup. played a lot of rdr1 on my pieceofshit free xbox360, took up a bounty job and they shot my horse so that was the last of that. my biceps are getting bigger i swear they are. i know they dont look any different but if you flexed in front of the mirror every day with my arms you would notice. watched mad max thunderdome and it sucked, so i watched brokeback mountian after. that movie makes me frankly sick to my stomach, but its a biannual watch nonetheless. i will continue to be delusional. jack faked his death and they moved to mexico. thats that. my dear car barney has a benign brain tumor.... the wiring in her dash is broken, ive been driving without the spedomiter (?spelling) for half a week and now its gone completly black. i really dont want to drive my dads truck its lifted 5 feet and my dick is big enough-i dont want it to shrink. anyway. gonna make some earl grey shortbread today- send me a letter if you want some. yall have my contact, right?
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!2/27/24, day 10 ⌖ hello! happy tuesday. i dont have much to talk about. just in that mood where im stressed about a bunch of shit and i cant get over it. have you ever had someone in your life and you know its time for them to leave? he said he admires me. and its time to end. fucking dammit. one door opens and the other closes? i sure hope.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!2/24/24 + 2/25/24, days 8 and 9 ⌖ went snowboarding!! and hit the jerky shack on the way up. the owners chickens were out :P conditions on the slopes were so good, dont think i had a bad run. got major windburned. on sunday, the second day, went out w a friend that just happened to be there at the same time? hit the cave off "lower dry creek", smelled like weed, was honestly anti climatic. hit my top speed (39.9 mph) then hit a ???jump???or three??? under the chair lift and had a major wipe out. but like one of those in which you get right back up, felt like i was made of steel, or maybe green plastic like a gumby. had gud bbq then hopped in the truck to take the road back to town..... incountered like the most clean gas station ever, with very good fried chicken. watched the last of us and layed down in the back of my brain. ----------- chickens! really awesome view of the half pipe (that i did not shread) see the exposed rock off to the right at the bottom of the run? thats the secret cave.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!2/21/24, day 7 ⌖ I AM BACK!!!! it has been... unhhhhh. december. that was when i last blogged. thus the new act! cant promise that i'll be more consistant, but its a start. started at a new rock climbing gym, arms sore as f but ill be back today #beast (this is later, i did not go to the climbing gym. not hashtag beast). so stoked going snowboarding this weekend......dump alert.....
thanks for reading. might turn this into a comic.
chickens! 
really awesome view of the half pipe (that i did not shread) 
see the exposed rock off to the right at the bottom of the run? thats the secret cave.
