10/5/24, day 23
⌖ whats up, chicken butt? as you can see, from above, I got a haircut. very nice. its been two months of no blogging......wow.. today I felt i'd change that. so here I am. I'm going to play an ambient dj set next week, which is real cool. if you know me irl, text me for the location. my friend is having a birthday party today and I really should be getting dressed....... I tend to make myself procrastinate so i'll be "fashionably late" to events, if I don't i show up early, which is imbarassing for everyone. I had really good birria tacos today and the heat melted spots of the styrafoam plate they were packed in. hm. not much else to say. i posted a new youtube video (3 weeks ago) that you should watch! shoo! off with you! watch-here SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!8/26/24, day 22 ⌖ this is crazy to me that this is only my 22nd day of blogging. it should be in the 100s. i'm back in school.......urrrggg.......... theres not much to say right now. i miss summer, its kind of a sad feeling. I've been seeing a lot of beauty in everything recently. Construction workers were cleaning up the brush on the side of the freeway this morning and the smell of all the chopped chaparral floated in through my ac. it was really nice. i just had a orange yerba mate, and lost another water bottle today. I have bad luck with water bottles and sunglasses. nothing is forever. its a good and a bad thing. i miss what was, i'm happy to be out of it. i long for the future, i trudge through the present. some things are naturally poetic, today i have no intrest in dragging them out, or going to school after lunch. ♪ if you don't belive in magic you shouldnt even try ♪ SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!7/21/24, day 21 ⌖ whats up! sorry for lack of blog entries- ive been off doing things and stuff. getting on and off busses and jumping the subway gates, finding items, eating snacks. you know the usual. i have 4 red itchy spots on the backside of my forarm- theyre not a rash, more like splotchy mosquito bites. and a complete mystery. hot oil spray from trying to flip an egg in a soup pot this morning? who knows! i could really use a nap, but if i go to bed i'll stay in it. yesterday i went down for a nap early and had a dream where an oracle told me to get a bagel with lox. i woke up and had to- but it was 5:30 and all the bagel spots were naturally, closed. i found one, and had the worst bagel of my life, left a nice nasty (but truthful) review on yelp. got charged an obscine amount. i think those guys hated my transsexual swagger or something. skimped me on cream cheese too. it must have been a front for some kind of other illigal buisness, I geniunely cannot think of any other reason those chain of events could have played out as they did. yaaaaaaaawwwwwnnnnnnnnnnn i took my 4th dose of t this morning. i am growing hair on my stomach and more of an attitude. watched a season and a half of its always sunny in philly yesterday. mystery (?)rash(?) on my forearm! leave your diagnoses below!
pidgeon of the same palette as myself.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!7/9/24, day 20 ⌖ hey party people. two days ago i was waiting for my bus and this guy started chatting me up. real weirdo, good to meet another one. had this cart full of junk he was selling- gave me two plastic masks that look like this to "remember him by". anyway. if you live in nyc and know any good libraries hmu lets hang out. peace!
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!6/25/24, day 19 ⌖ my tummy hurts. i'm fucking done with the internet- with social media. i'm done with being on the same site as facists (fuck you twitter) i made a counter on my index page of this site to incourage me to keep off the web - hopefully i'll last. it was hard when i got rid of tiktok, it was harder when i got rid of instagram. tumblr and twitter should be a breeze being that I have sub 20 followers and i dont use either on my phone. i read a great newspaper today and a great zine yesterday. my tummy hurts. i got so pissed off at dinner that i had to escape out the restraunts back door and go find a bus stop to sit at. listened to le tigre and stared off into the trees. i just get so angry sometimes SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!6/22/24, day 18 ⌖ HI!!!! its summer!!!!!! and thus i have been off the 'puter. last night i saw melt banana for the second time and it was so fucking awesome. they played a cover of DEVO's uncontrollable urge i think i died. i fucking love devo i love melt banana i love music and every other person at the show. everyone was in such a good mood the pit was awesome. heres a pic of yako w her drum machine game controller
i finally got perscribed T from the doc, my pharmacy doesnt have it though and i'm leaving town :,( :,( i'm one impatient brat though and am very unhappy waiting to take my shot. lame. when i get back to the city though my needles and personal sharps container will be waiting for me. lets stay positive! i tried going a week w out dairy or gluten and i couldnt make it. i ate a lot of meat and eggs and lettuce but just had to have some pizza at a beach party. guess we'll never know if i can live without gluten. anyway. heading up and out of town for the week, got lots of stuff to read and lots of time to hang out in my head. couldnt be more excited. catch you on the flip side.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!5/29/24, day 17 ⌖ hey party people. almost out of school. ive been watching a concerning amount of house md. and drawing stuff. standard to my life. dying in homeroom right now, we're not doing jack shit, let me out. let me out. my car is right in the font of the parking lot, skipping has never looked so good.SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!5/8/24, day 16 ⌖ hey guys. was in the bathroom, doing bathroom things, and when i tried to pull my overalls back up all of my pistacho shells and my exacto knives fell out onto the stall floor. oops. heres a pic (knives not pictured) thanks for reading. might turn this into a comic.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!5/6/24, day 15 ⌖ whats up! ive been in major study mode, locked in. still really into reanimator, but trying to be not too autistic about it. also hungry, currently. been wanting to blog more, with photos and stuff. i havent forgotten this website. anyway. been thinking about gender, about mine, that is. i know what i am, i know how i feel, how ive always felt, but i cant describe it. I need to, for my dad- he wont get if i never lay it out for him. i'm a boy, and a bit of a girl, in a way that he will never understand. theres bigger fish to fry then which bathroom i should use. thats all.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!4/22/24, day 14 ⌖ BURP sorry i drank earl grey tea with a buncha oat milk in it..had to burp. weekend was good, protested w a friend then got grub and hit the train to the beach :3 4 hours of roller derby practice this weekend.......... my glutes are so sore, walking up stairs kills me. my poor butt. used it right. anyway. watched bride of re-animator, ohmygoodddddd bro im so fuckin autistic about this shit. i liked re-animator one better....hot take....... but the bride was so awesome i need to paint her. very transsexual. who else you ask? well a, hawke, and herbert west of course! this fucking movie has made me consider medical school. fuck plants, fuck botany, all i need is a couple dozen corpses and a gay little roomate. anyway.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!4/16/24, day 13 ⌖ helllooooooooo short entry today as homeroom is almost over and ive got a CEASER SALAD to eat. i have been so busy apush test is coming uhhhhhhh making posters for protests and shitttttttt..... playing with my synth.........i got a harmonica (pocket pall, key of c). seeing kraftwerk in late may i am so fucking excited. you dont even get it. might start T soon...........we will see. hawke signing off
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!3/26/24, day 12 ⌖ HI! 2.5 days left of school then i'm off for spring break. yesssss. not much has been up, wait thats a lie much has been up. my dear car barney is still sick, keep tuned for a related youtube video....... saw leftover crack on saturday they were so fuckin awesome. skanked so hard. i love ska punk everyone was in such a good mood.. much more of a fan of the culture there then hardcore shows. didnt buy a shirt but got some narcan so all is good. had "fake easter" a week early w the cousins becuase ill be out of town for real easter. had a pink egg for breakfast. been workin on a new banjo song.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!3/10/24, day 11 ⌖ this is .....later. sorry about bein emo in the last blog post, friend and therapist are tired of hearing about it. my brother hath infected me with a cold.....two consectutive days of pissin around and being pissed off that my nose was running and my brain was soup. played a lot of rdr1 on my pieceofshit free xbox360, took up a bounty job and they shot my horse so that was the last of that. my biceps are getting bigger i swear they are. i know they dont look any different but if you flexed in front of the mirror every day with my arms you would notice. watched mad max thunderdome and it sucked, so i watched brokeback mountian after. that movie makes me frankly sick to my stomach, but its a biannual watch nonetheless. i will continue to be delusional. jack faked his death and they moved to mexico. thats that. my dear car barney has a benign brain tumor.... the wiring in her dash is broken, ive been driving without the spedomiter (?spelling) for half a week and now its gone completly black. i really dont want to drive my dads truck its lifted 5 feet and my dick is big enough-i dont want it to shrink. anyway. gonna make some earl grey shortbread today- send me a letter if you want some. yall have my contact, right?
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!2/27/24, day 10 ⌖ hello! happy tuesday. i dont have much to talk about. just in that mood where im stressed about a bunch of shit and i cant get over it. have you ever had someone in your life and you know its time for them to leave? he said he admires me. and its time to end. fucking dammit. one door opens and the other closes? i sure hope.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!2/24/24 + 2/25/24, days 8 and 9 ⌖ went snowboarding!! and hit the jerky shack on the way up. the owners chickens were out :P conditions on the slopes were so good, dont think i had a bad run. got major windburned. on sunday, the second day, went out w a friend that just happened to be there at the same time? hit the cave off "lower dry creek", smelled like weed, was honestly anti climatic. hit my top speed (39.9 mph) then hit a ???jump???or three??? under the chair lift and had a major wipe out. but like one of those in which you get right back up, felt like i was made of steel, or maybe green plastic like a gumby. had gud bbq then hopped in the truck to take the road back to town..... incountered like the most clean gas station ever, with very good fried chicken. watched the last of us and layed down in the back of my brain. ----------- chickens! really awesome view of the half pipe (that i did not shread) see the exposed rock off to the right at the bottom of the run? thats the secret cave.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!2/21/24, day 7 ⌖ I AM BACK!!!! it has been... unhhhhh. december. that was when i last blogged. thus the new act! cant promise that i'll be more consistant, but its a start. started at a new rock climbing gym, arms sore as f but ill be back today #beast (this is later, i did not go to the climbing gym. not hashtag beast). so stoked going snowboarding this weekend......dump alert.....
⌖ whats up, chicken butt? as you can see, from above, I got a haircut. very nice. its been two months of no blogging......wow.. today I felt i'd change that. so here I am. I'm going to play an ambient dj set next week, which is real cool. if you know me irl, text me for the location. my friend is having a birthday party today and I really should be getting dressed....... I tend to make myself procrastinate so i'll be "fashionably late" to events, if I don't i show up early, which is imbarassing for everyone. I had really good birria tacos today and the heat melted spots of the styrafoam plate they were packed in. hm. not much else to say. i posted a new youtube video (3 weeks ago) that you should watch! shoo! off with you! watch-here
mystery (?)rash(?) on my forearm! leave your diagnoses below!
pidgeon of the same palette as myself.
to "remember him by". anyway. if you live in nyc and know any good libraries hmu lets hang out. peace!
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!
6/25/24, day 19
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!
6/22/24, day 18
i finally got perscribed T from the doc, my pharmacy doesnt have it though and i'm leaving town :,( :,( i'm one impatient brat though and am very unhappy waiting to take my shot. lame. when i get back to the city though my needles and personal sharps container will be waiting for me. lets stay positive! i tried going a week w out dairy or gluten and i couldnt make it. i ate a lot of meat and eggs and lettuce but just had to have some pizza at a beach party. guess we'll never know if i can live without gluten. anyway. heading up and out of town for the week, got lots of stuff to read and lots of time to hang out in my head. couldnt be more excited. catch you on the flip side.
SONG OF THE DAY BELOW!
5/29/24, day 17
thanks for reading. might turn this into a comic.
chickens! 
really awesome view of the half pipe (that i did not shread) 
see the exposed rock off to the right at the bottom of the run? thats the secret cave.
